today i clicked mithi

mithi got up late today n it was a foggy morning..................tough for her cuz after her brushing washing sponging routine,when she is out of the blanket for that while, she needs that daily dose of sunshine.............now a days in winters, i sometimes sing for her........mithi ke liye dhoop aayi..........she smiles when she is in mood..........i say .....aa gayi...aa gayi...dhoop aa gayi......she knows what i am saying....today, that was the time i decided to click her pics, just before her breakfast...................after the feeding , she looks so tired n angry sometimes..........eating is painful for her........sometimes food rising up into her nose, coughing n then she starts getting angry n aaawing me to stop.........sometimes after a sip of water i can continue, n sometimes i have to stop feeding her........she may choke if i force her to.................
don't worry...........it is a routine for me n now i do it almost mechanichally ...............since i know human anatomy a bit.....ENT and all.........i know when to stop..........and moreover she knows it too,how to tell me when she doesn't want to eat.........gurgling out the food, or just aaawing me [much like scolding me],...........interestingly,yesterday when she was aaaaawing n gurgling,refusing to eat.........i just wiped her mouth n said now mama will stop putting more food in your mouth n don't cry now.......but she kept aaawing............then i said....mama will put one more spoonful in your mouth[ i said , chup ho ja mithi nahi to mama ek chammach aur khila degi]......she stopped crying at once.............she understands...............this i have learnt through constant observation........this is what i want to tell so many people, it is not that tough to connect with your child.....a small effort gives you big rewards.......hope my own mom could understand this......and another mother whose daughter was suffering in pain, when a honey bee had entered her ear n was rotting inside for over a month.........and the mother was busy with her daily bhagwan ki puja routine.........if only we could see things with more clarity.......